Lately nights have become longer and longer for me. I am going threw winter insomia once again. Just like the years before there is no sleep, and soon my breathe will shorten and I can't breathe properly. I love winter, it reminds me of just how the days go by so shortly, the sun rises slowly at five in the morning and sets quickly just before six in the evening. I have yet to realize what it feels like to love, I open my heart and my arms for everyone I know, I like knowing that they'd do the same for me.. Even if they don't.. I know those that are afraid of me because I'm so open, and I pretend to not care what they really think but deep down on nights like these I ask myself.. Just why am I wasting my time. Of course, this is life.. We waste time. life is short. so why judge me, when all your really doing is judging yourself.

I really dont know what I'm talking about anymore...


Anyways To tell a little about myself.
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I am 18 years old. I am Asian. I wasn't born in the US but I am still a US citizen. I am a girl. I Love JROCK (Japanese Rock). I listen to everything all mighty JROCK. XD I love art, otherwise I wouldn't be here! >.>... I am snagged in all types of art so I wont put down a speific type. Can't put a type on art anways. I am myspace addicit as well! I am the DJ Leader for JRP (J ROCK Paradise) music site ON MYSPACE. LOOK IT UP! I live in the hell of cold and stupidity of hicks. I somehow surive. I am moving away from all of this.. in JUNE!